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    Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 4:32 AM

    180) "Move on." its easy to say. but when it comes to really making my mind and really move on, it's tough. It's even tougher than i thought it would be. But i'm strong. :')
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    179) I guess i haven't erased you from my heart and mind.
    @ 4:30 AM

    178) I want you to know actually i've not forgotten about you, and i've still been counting every 9th and 16th, and my heart still beats faster everytime i see you. The feeling's still there, i guess that's why i haven't been moving on.
    @ 12:06 AM

    177) I'm tired of having you in my mind no matter which sad love song i listen to.
    Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 6:52 AM

    176) I don't know what to do now, L. I seriously don't. I tried liking another cute J guy but failed cause he can't be compared to you. I tried forgetting about you and moving on instead, but you kept appearing in my mind. I tried telling myself it was stupid to still hold on but i failed. nothing works. so how?
    @ 6:20 AM

    175) it's been a long time since i typed HAHAHHA! and really laughed. The last time i remember was the last chat we had, and that was a few months ago, i guess.
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    174) Actually i don't need you to see the weak side of me, or knowing that i'm strong. I need you to know i'm not superwoman, and that at times i really do need you to get me through.
    Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 6:00 AM

    173) But, what's with deleting messages? :/ You're making me doubt you.
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    172) Yknow, today was the sweetest. You're kinda like the sweetest things in the world, besides sisters obcoz. :> I wish I could hold your hand long enough, and never let go.
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    171) Alot of things happened, but i know they care - Although i still kinda feel guilty that i made them 'suffer' with me. :-(
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    170) What if one day you realise that my life sucks now, and its all because of you?
    Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 6:08 AM

    169) I miss the way my heart beats when our eyes meet.
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    168) Sometimes i really do wish that i have someone to text while smiling to, someone who would make me smile no matter what, someone to accompany me whenever i'm alone and someone who'll bear all my nonsense. But sometimes i think i just have to lose this special one to learn to appreciate those whom i love.
    Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 6:58 AM

    167) Suddenly i start to feel that i'm seriously really dumb for all that i've did to seek your attention. But it's all because i miss you, i miss you lover, but i'm sure one day i won't.
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    166) You're all i actually think about when i feel unhappy about life now.
    Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 5:39 AM

    165) Sometimes i actually wish to faint right before you so that you'll have a chance to show me some concern. I.... just want your attention. FML.
    @ 5:11 AM

    164) When the song plays, my heart twitched and my eyes swell with tears. It's the song that reminds me about you, and our sweet past.

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    163) Bet you didn't know how much i'd want you to be here whenever i'm all alone.
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    162) I'll be happy when my friends have a loving guy who loves them, cause even though i'm not that lucky, at least seeing them happy makes me happy.
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    161) There's something i'm really proud of, cause i've stopped wishing to meet you again. Though somewhere in my heart, i still do.
    Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 11:11 PM

    160) I'm listening to the songs we used to listen together last time. These songs once told me how much you loved me and that i'll be happy cause you're here with me. I miss all those times, those great memories.
    @ 11:08 PM

    159) I'm so thankful to have you as my best friend. When i'm lost and all alone, you were there to cheer me up. Thank you so much for telling me that you love me and that the fact that he's not with me now isn't a bad thing. Thank you so much. And i'm sorry if i've been a bitch this month. Sorry for anything we never had, and i'm really glad to have you as my best friend, B. ♥
    Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 8:20 PM

    158) Although moving on is tough, it's really time to do so. No point holding on to broken strings, false hopes. You should move on, bestfriend. & No worries, there are plenty of fishes in the sea, there might actually be someone out there who's been there for you all along, wanting your love, like how you want his love. True?
    @ 6:52 AM

    157) Deep down in me, you're my weakness. And you'll never know that.
    @ 6:51 AM

    156) Well, i keep talking about moving on and being stronger and i don't actually need you in my life anymore. But i didn't know that i haven't been moving on yet. Why are you so hard to forget?
    @ 6:43 AM

    155) I keep wondering what happened but actually, even if i do know, there's nothing i can do.
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    154) People do change. But if they changed for the better or the worse, it's up to you to decide. Totally agree.
    @ 6:39 AM

    153) I was so disappointed when i saw your change right before my eyes. I was so worried why you changed so much.
    @ 5:31 AM

    152) Standing beside you today make me fall in love with you even more, can't you see you're special? And i love you. And you're the reason why I've been smiling. And he's the reason why I've never been able to be this happy for so long. I wish i could tell you that i love you, but you're not ready to hear such things. One step at a time.
    Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 3:52 AM

    151) I didn't get to see you today.
    Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 12:14 AM

    150) It's been 3 months lover, 3 months. I wonder if you remember.
    Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 10:40 PM

    149) It took me so long to realise, that you're never coming back anymore.
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    148) gone-andforever.bs.com
    Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 10:32 PM

    147) what if i really like you? ^^
    @ 10:11 PM

    146) I keep hoping time could rewind back to when we were still together. But i've never thought about how i could make it better even if time would rewind. I never thought that actually, even if time rewind, we'll still end up the same. So why do i want time to rewind so much?
    @ 6:38 AM

    145) I'm moving on already baby. I really am. Now i think J's cute. :)
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    144) Happy Valentine's Day lover, though i want you to be my valentine very much, but that will never happen.
    Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 10:33 PM

    143) Asking me that was very sweet. :> "Would you wanna be my Valentine?" Hahahaha! But this question after a terrible heartache? I'm not prepared I'm sorry.
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    142) I feel happier that I've given up on you after crying so badly, but yknow. I can never forget our friendship and memories.
    Thursday, February 11, 2010 @ 5:58 AM

    141) Have fun lover, all the best, have a safe trip and come home soon. This is my secret cause i dare not tell you so.
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    140) Your departure saddens me. Now i feel so lost, and alone. And that nothing is making me await for a better day.
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    139) A part of me wants to move on and ignore everything about you. A part of me wants to wish you a safe trip, and another little part of me - my heart, has a lot to tell you.
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    138) My greatest valentine's wish, You.
    Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ 6:34 AM

    137) I even fear looking right into your eyes when we finally met. Sucks.
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    136) Why were you so cruel. Why did you leave me after you made me fall in love with you? Why didn't you show that you miss me but you made me miss you all alone? Why did you leave me when i needed you the most? Why is love so unfair. Why can't i move on? :(
    Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 7:31 AM

    135) I always ask myself, what if one day i'm gone. What if i disappear from the world suddenly. Would you even care?
    @ 6:37 AM

    134) What should i do now. I can't get over you. The time we spent were short, but memorable. I don't know why you can't seem to stop passing through my mind. I want to move on.
    @ 5:23 AM

    133) It's really time i should start to move on.
    @ 5:18 AM

    132) Many people encouraged me to talk to you. But i just don't dare to do so. Why? cause i don't know why. :(
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    131) I wonder if i still appear in your mind. I miss you lover, but the thing is.. i dare not tell you so.
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    130) We could have spent our 5th month together today. I still remember, do you?
    Monday, February 8, 2010 @ 5:27 AM

    129) Do you remember what is the date tomorrow? 9 February 2010.
    Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 7:30 AM

    128) Jiayou. You can do it, i believe you will. But don't stress yourself too hard. For whatever reasons it is, do your best and everything's okay. :) Even when you have no one else to turn to anymore, just remember i'll still be here, waiting to be by your side. Good luck.
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    127) I added a formspring on my blog. And everytime there's a random thing sent in, i'll wonder if it's you. I hope it's you. I hope you will just send in some random question..
    @ 6:52 AM

    126) Ever since you left, i told myself i got to be happier and i got to move on. Ever since you left, you took away a little part in me - part of my happiness & courage. The courage to move on and the courage to face every challenges that's coming my way now.
    @ 6:43 AM

    125) I'd like to give you some care and concern. but hey, where did my courage go?
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    124) Why don't you just.. talk to me. :(
    Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 8:41 AM

    123) I thought of the times we used to have and i ended up smiling to myself. Don't you know you made a huge difference in my life? Yes, you did. You made me grow. You seriously did.
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    122) It sucks to love someone who doesn't love you anymore. It sucks more to know that, the things you've been holding on to.. will never come true. It sucks the most to miss you.
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    121) I just hope someday this blog would be exposed to you, cause i'd like you to know.
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    120) it isn't suppose to be stupid? :/
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    119) I mean what i said in the book, even till today. )-:
    Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 7:51 PM

    118) Though i know i shouldn't be awaiting for something, but there's still an inch of hope. I don't know why.
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    117) 9 Feb. 14 Feb. 16 Feb.
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    116) When i'm in pain, i'd think of you. Do you?
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    115) Please let me know whatever you've been hiding..
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    114) If only we were together forever.
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    113) It would be 9 months if we're still together. )-: I'm just so sad that we're not.
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    112) I shouldn't really hang on tight to a string call hope coz i'm already losing it. )-:
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    111) I'm happy that you're actually talking to me. But i'm sad that i'm not the one that you wanna talk to.
    Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 4:58 AM

    110) You'll be my greatest valentine's gift. Even if there's no you, but at least something from you. But it's something i'll never have. :(
    Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 6:41 AM

    109) You know? Actually my February wish is.. for you to be happy always, even though i'm not the one giving you happiness.
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    108) I hope you're fine. I really do. :(
    @ 6:37 AM

    107) Hey i wonder what's been happening to you lately. You've changed. Do you mind talking to me? Even if it's late at night or even though my eyes are closing and i feel so tired, i don't mind you talking to me.
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    106) I wonder if you ever realise, i've stopped appearing in your sight. But i do secretly wonder if you do miss me, and i really hope you do.
    Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 5:31 AM

    105) You taught me the importance of trying. Hey, you're like a turning point in my life. Glad i met you. Bet you didn't know this but, i hope you do :(
    @ 4:52 AM

    104) I'm sorry i wasn't the one who brought you happiness. I'm sorry i can no longer be there. I'm sorry that when you're hurt, i hurt you even more. I'm sorry i've been stalking you since we broke up. I'm sorry for all the tears you teared. I'm sorry for being such a lousy person. I'm sorry for everything. But lover, i miss you. :(
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    103) Hey lover, thanks for ever appearing in my life. Thanks for showing me what love is. Thanks for being there when i needed you. Thanks for letting me move on on my own. Thanks for showing me what life is without you. Thanks for showing me how much i can miss one person. Thanks for everything (: